Whatever I feel is felt against my will so that I can write that I felt it.

Fernando Pessoa
Profession: Author
Nationality: Portuguese

Some suggestions for you :
Let us sculpt in hopeless silence all our dreams of speaking.
Drunk on errors, for a few moments I stray away from feeling myself live.
I feel so isolated that I'm aware of the distance between me and my suit.
And when the lie begins to give us pleasure, let us speak the truth in order to lie to the lie.
All ideals and all ambitions are a hysteria of prattling women posing as men.