I want you to just be. Stop trying to show me a sanitized version of yourself. Show me the guy underneath all of that crap.

Some suggestions for you :
The fault is in the one who blames. Spirit sees nothing to criticize.
When I want something bad enough, common sense tells me to go and take it--and not get caught.
When you get yourself under complete control, you can be your own boss.
When a man fell into his anecdotage it was a sign for him to retire from the world.
If you only have a hammer, you tend to see every problem as a nail.